Lately I have been contemplating my present living situation and finding I am not happy in it. At first the idea frightened me and then enlightened me and then I changed my mind. Again and again I have repeated this thinking for the past three or so years. But now I think I am ready to make the move in a few months .
I have come to the realization that the solitude I once enjoyed is no longer working for my well-being. Hearing other people laugh, is uplifting as well as lending an ear to hear their opinions and ideas. I never realized how inspirational and motivating I am to others until this past year as I stayed away from my exercise routine. It wasn’t intentional, just difficult circumstances preventing me from driving to and from the studio. It has only been a mere three or four weeks, since I started back to my yoga and you would think I was a major attraction with all of the attention my yoga buddies have bestowed on me.
So many hugs and squeezes and questions as to where have I been and am I alright and how much they missed me all rolled into the repeat scenario each class I attended…………………I always knew I loved people and I do love getting attention but I didn’t realize how special people thought I was. Wow!!! I am overcome with emotion and so very happy that I make a positive statement with this wonderful group of people that have become my extended family. I know when I move they will be in my mind and heart for a lifetime. Fortunately it won’t be that far away that they won’t be able to visit (I hope they will) if they choose to.. To be continued…………………
Current Mood: Playful